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nyaaah

2010-06-22T19:18:00.000-07:00

hello
hehe
sorry for not posting and creating new post..huhu..well..alot has happen to me..heheh..im officially semi married..heheh..u know i know..huhu..hmm...and my extension of attachment is ok ok..hahaha..and, now,IM IN A ONE YEAR RELATIONSHIP WITH SAYANG!!!!!!..ALHAMDULILLAH!.hehe..like all couples,we the same..ups and downs,lovely,caring..but,we have one thing that everybody dont have..hehhe..and that is our roughness and toughness..heheheh...hmm..well,lets just say that im semi-married to her..hehehe..nyaaaah..now waiting to be fully married..hehe..hmmmand last and the least,i am sick..haha..i have soar throat and flu..hehehe..ok thats about it..hehehe..so yeah..i love my parents and i love my sayang..huhu.. <3>

11!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-05-03T08:05:00.000-07:00

11 month we have been together..and i pray that the numbers will grow bigger and it wont stop..huhu..
happy 11th sayangku!

10 month!

2010-04-11T02:12:00.000-07:00

u people see the number 10?
hehe
yeah..thats right
me and sayang are 10 months old
huhu
i would like to thank to the one above for making us strong
and
for letting us meet & stay together
i pray hard that me and sayang can stay together forever
AMIN
i love u ALLAH
&
i love u sayang

HAPPY 10 MONTHSARRY

2010-03-29T22:20:00.000-07:00

I was here, muahaha. :D

missing u

2010-03-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

i miss u sayang

i love u soo very much sayang

updates

2010-03-04T05:05:00.001-08:00

hello people!.
Sorry for never updating

!HAPPY 9TH MONTHSARY SAYANG!

its been 9 months that we are together,and we are still standing strong.eventhough we have the ups and downs moment,we still do love each other so strong.the bond that brought us together,was from the above.and i thank ALLAH for granting our wish and listening to our prayers.even if the bond was given by ALLAH,we still have to work hard to make us go far.and eventhough sayang have thrown me alot of negative feeling,ill still stand strong and ill be positive.my sayang is facing more problems,and im doing my best to kill all her problems and to make her feel good..i love u sayang..and my heart will always be yours..
I LOVE U SAYANG

hehe

2010-03-02T02:30:00.000-08:00

inovaTION

messed up

2010-02-08T04:22:00.000-08:00

i messed up big time..
after sayang just cheered up,i made her upset again..
i just typed something wrongly..i didn't
mean to made u upset sayang
its a typo error..
the msg was supposed to be like this

"Hmm..ok sayang..but whenever we are totally free,meaning no activities and exams,we go out..ok sayang?.im sorry klau i tk dapat fetch u dari skolah..im really sorry :-( "

that was supposed to be the real msg..
but i put the emoticon wrongly accidently sayang..
and,i really do want to meet u and have a one day out with u..
but,i dont want ur studies to get affected..like u said in ur blog,"leisure?.maybe later when im free enough" ..im a jerk..and yeah im a asshole..
i feel like killing myself

2010-02-03T00:46:00.000-08:00

this is what we look like when we meet each other
this is what we will see when the months grow bigger
and this is the face that shows we love each other soo much
muahahaha
the number 8 people
huhu
happy 8 monthsary sayang
i love u soo much sayang
and the world does not know how much i love u except for ALLAH
muahaha
lets thank him and pray that we are fated to be together forever and our love last forever and grows stronger
AMIN
muahaha
thats all people!
i love u soo much sayang!

birthday

2010-02-01T05:39:00.001-08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SAYANG!
HUHU
TODAY IS MY SAYANGS BIRTHDAY
HEHE
I SANG TO HER TWO SONGS ON THE PHONE AT 12 MIDNIGHT
HEHE
HOPE U LOVE IT SAYANG
HEHE
YEAH
EVENTHOUGH WE CANT MEET TONIGHT,WE STILL HAD THE MOST BEST,FUN,EXCITING,POWERFULL NIGHT TIME ON HER BIRTHDAY..HEHEHE
SAYANG,I WANT TO TELL U THAT I LOVE U SO MUCH SAYANG AND I WILL NEVER LEAVE U AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U AT THE FULLEST OF MY LOVE
AND
I PRAY HARD THAT WE WILL LAST LONG AND GROW STRONGER ON OUR LOVE RELATIONSHIP
MUAHAHAHAHA
I LOVE U SAYANG

working

2010-01-27T05:17:00.000-08:00

hello people
hehe
ALHAMDULILLAH!
i got shift work
huhu
i want to thank ALLAH for granting my wish,thank to the people to support me and to the workers there..nyaha..

hmm
sayang is having a bad time now
i hope she is gonna get better
or better yet,tell me whats going on..
u know i can help u sayang
i love u soo much sayang

working

2010-01-26T01:31:00.000-08:00

hello people!
how's earth?..
hehe
hmm
today at work
hmm
where to start..
i dno where to start
but
all i know is,today's working day was like the usual..
huhu
and,im waiting fir the conformaTION of my shift work
huhu..
so yeah..
while waiting for the results,ill just do the usual routine..
hehe
mopping!..
hehe
so
yeah
thats it people
have a nice day
hehehaha

outing with sayang

2010-01-22T06:46:00.000-08:00

hello people!..
nyahaha
today,after work,i went out to accompany sayang to study
nyaha..
we went to gek poh mackadongs
huhu
we played around with tiramisu
and
we do work
huhu
hmm
i did a compo
nyahahaha
at the start was serious..as lines grow longger,the compo was a no-link story
hehehaha
*show the rock sign*
nyahaha
u know i know eh sayang?
hehe
but it was kinda sad for me cause sayang did not complete her mind table for her D&T..
im sorry sayang if i have disturbed u untill u cant complete ur work..
hmm..
then i send sayang home..huhu..then u know i know eh sayang..hehe
the most romantic stuff happen..nyaha..
so yeah..thats about it..
hehe
yeah
huhu
sorry guys no pics..
but
sayang do have a pic of us at gek poh..huhu
i love u baby!
(K)(L)(K)
nyehehehe

2010-01-20T04:27:00.000-08:00

hello people!!..
hehe..
today at work,i get to go see the operation on of transferring liquid from one point to another..hehe
then..
i get to see the technicians troubleshoot the problem..hehe..
and guess what!..
i got my pass for the company!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..wooooow!
im so happy..
hehe...
finally!
hehe
woow!
ok
hehe
haha
...ok
thats about it
hehe
goodnight people!

working

2010-01-19T04:40:00.000-08:00

hello people..
hehe
today work was ok
heheh
i get to do some stuff..
well..something is better than nothing right?..
nyaha..
so yeah..
next week ill be assignned to one of the shift team..huhu
alhamdulillah..
but
i hope tthat ill be confirmed to go to shift work..hehe
so..today what i did was.....hmm
i cant really remember..haha..
i did too much stuff that i forget..hehe..
so
yeah..
thats my day..
huhu...
sorry if the post is quite bored..hehe
today the mood quite bored mood..hehe..
but im sure tomorrow will be a blast..hehe
goodnight people!

outing with sayang

2010-01-16T20:38:00.000-08:00

hello people!

nyehehe..
yesterday
i
plan
to
go
out
makan
with
sayang
at
jurong
point..
so,
we
walked
then
we
plan
to
eat
at
pizza
hut
hehe
its
my
first
time
eating
there
and
i
totally
suck
at
eating
at
pizza
hut
hahaha!
sayang
knows
it
cause
she
is
the
same
as
me
when
she
first
went
there
hahahaha
and,
me
and
sayang
have
the
same
characteristics
muahaha
so
u
know
i
know
muahaha
then,
we
ordered
a
meal
which
has
a
ice
lemon
tea
but
i
dno
the
ice
lemon
tea
was
bitter
so
there
is
this
one
small
bottle
of
syrup
and
sayang
poured
for
me
hehe
then
when
i
drink
it
at
first,
it
was
totally
BITTER
hahahaha
so,
sayang
poured
some
more
syrup
into
our
drinks
hehe
dah
macam
isteri
hidangkan
air
untuk
suami
nyahaha
after
sayang
poured
the
syrup,
we
had
our
camwhore
nyaahahah
everybody
was
looking
at
us
but
we
did
not
bother
huhuso,

were

continue-ing

our

camwhore,

the

food

came

and

makan

muahaha

first

had

soup

the

day

then

had

bread

heheahha

then

sayang's

food

came

was

covered

cheese

hehe

then

mine

came

was

curry!

hehe

ammapa!

hahaha

then

the

dessert

came

was

swiss-roll

with

cream

hehe

sayang

dared

herself

eat

the

strawberry

hehe

then

sayang

wants

suap

but

then

sayang

did

not

noticed

that

sayang

poked

cheeks

with

the

fork

huhu

and

really

hurts

hehe

and

thats

the

reason

why

did

not

want

sayang

feed

that

time

was

not

because

shy

anything

its

because

cheeks

are

hurting

and

cant

open

mouth

big2

hehe

sorry

sayang

nextime,

suap

banyak2

hehe

but,

tkmo

cocok

pipi

dengan

garpu

hehe

sakit

tao

heehehaha

then

after

makan

paid

for

our

bill

hehe

purposely

put

ringgit

the

bill

that

they

give

and

surprisingly,

they

give our

ringgit

back

huhuhu

after

makan

went

meet

nad

and

solleh

weeee!

SOLLEH'S LIPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaha

then

after

meeting

them,

zie

came

then

camera

taking

party

huhu

hmm

but

was

kinda

upset

cause

sayang

did

not

take

that

much

pictures

sayang

only

take

the

pictures

hmm

then

sat

beside

sayang

for

some

time

then

nad

ask

join

the

taking

picture

did

hehehaha

huhu

then

sent

sayang

back

home

but

sadly,

did

not

get

send

sayang

her

door

step

sorry

sayang

the

time

out,

ill

send

door

step

hmm

then

went

home

with

food

then

the

day

was

having

flu

aiyoyoyo

yeah

thats

day

hehe

and

enjoy

the

pictures

people!

i love my sayang so much

and i cant live without her

i love u sayang!!!!!!!

i pray that we were ment to be together

AMIN!

i love u so very much sayang!

finally a descent picture..huhu

ignore the ass people!..haha

the first time being at pizza hut

after we rapped the lasagne!..haha

she is seducing me..hahaha!

working

2010-01-15T04:02:00.000-08:00

hello people!
huhu..
today is a bad day of work..haha
i got injured everytime i do work..
hehe
i was mopping the floor when suddenly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....
jeng,jeng,jeng!!!!!!!!!!!
my head kena hit with metal pipe..haha..
i was sitting on a computer chair then,
jeng,jeng,jeng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my finger was caught and stuck at the lever of the chair...haha
when i was about to pull the door open,then,
jeng,jeng,jeng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
somebody pushed the door open and u know i know..heheahah...
so yeah..today was a bad day..haha..but toomorrow and next week,i hope it will be fun..nyahaha..so..yeah..im now web cam-ing with my sayang..soo...no disturbance..hehehaha!..
ok goodnight people!..hehehaha

working

2010-01-13T04:58:00.000-08:00

hello people!
muahaha..guess what!!..
today i played with static charge..hahaha..i was standing at the centre of packing drums..then i was rubbing my hands on the drums for a long time..haha..then i did not know that there was static created at my hands..heheh..then,when i made contact with steel,a blue visible static was created..and my hand was thron away by the static charge..hahahaha...then,i got injured..hehehe...u wont believe it..but,please do..muahahha...
i get injured..a deep cut was formed at ,y finger byt the charge..hehehehaha..
sayang,bought her webcam like she always wanted..hehehaha..then now me and sayang is webcaming..woooow!..we love it..hehehahah...
u know i know..we love each other..huhuhuh!..
goodnight people!

a conversation

2010-01-12T05:49:00.000-08:00

*hakim nak abang tinggal dengan hakim dengan kakak?*

*hehehe..naak!*

*fuyoooh!..hakim nak abang lain tinggal dengan hakim?*

*tk nak*

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

*nomin,klau 'Ammar kahwin dengan kakak boleh tk?*

*pergi tanye papa dulu baru boleh*

*weeee!*

hehehe..sayang,u still remember this conversation?..
hehehe..i know u know we know that they dont know and only ALLAH knows..
heheheh
i pray that we will get married sayang
AMIN!

!

2010-01-11T04:46:00.000-08:00

hello people!!!!!..nyahahahahahahahahahaah!!!!!!!!..
on the 10th of january was the day that me and my sayang had the most powerfull boom,boom,boom day..muahahaha...
at first the plan was :
1)go to jurong east popular book store and look for sayang's school books
2)went to look for slippers
3)lepaks at chinese garden

huhu..these were the plans
but!
a shocking news occured
sayangs parents invited me to go makan with sayang's family!
i was shocked at first
but excited at the same time
haha..my sayang was excited and shocked too..
hehe..sajak lah kami berdua..
hahahaha..
tapi memang sajak lah kami berdua..haha
u know i know they dont know that ALLAH knows eh sayang?..hehhe
yeah..so,we follow the flow..
we makan..
sayang kept disturbing me "eat faster" "why shy2?"..hahah..
but,we like it..hehe..after makan,all of us went to shops to shop for sayang's school tools..
she asked me for opinions for book racks and school bags..huhu..but i tried my best to find her cheap and worth it tools..huhu..im a good boyfriend right?..haha..while walking,sayang's little brother hakim,wear my floorball helmet and,he wants to hold my hand..huhu..i was like his brother in law..muahahaha...pray it will happen people!.hehe...then my sayang asked my opinion for bag..she wants to buy a nike supportive bag..huhu..she wants to buy a bag which is under her budget..sooo..i looked at the bag,but then,the bag was not that good..soo,i asked her to buy a black bag...and it cost 79.90..and it was worth it!!!!..hahahahahahaha...im a good boyfriend am i?...nyahahah..then,after shopping,sayang's step-dad send me home..so yeah..thats the day...and sayang fart at the van..hahahahahahah...muahahaha..and i was distirbed by a sissy..hahahahaha...
it was a fun day and it was a treasures night..muahahahhaah..i love u soo much sayang!..i hope it will happen again..muahahaa..i love u sayang!..

weeee!

2010-01-09T21:04:00.000-08:00

promise u guys i will update soon..i got alot of stuff to do..busy,busy,busy..
oooh..and my sayang say that im a dick..hehehaha....u know i know she know u guys don't know and ALLAH knows..huhuhuhu!...i love u baby

life

2010-01-07T04:20:00.001-08:00

life is hard
i know
it is not easy to stand up for our rights
it's not easy to get a better life
all we can do is to pray,and do what we can to proof to THEM
we cant just let them do as they pleased
and let them step on our heads
we need to stand up no matter what
sometimes u feel like screaming
but nobody will listen u scream
sometimes u feel like crying
but no one will bother of your tears
sometimes u feel like running away
but the chains are tied to your home
sometimes u really want to have no problems at all
but it keeps coming every day

but,there is still hope
there is still a light..
there is still the people who will support u
there is still people who will stand up for u
there is still people who will be with u till the very end
and,there is still hope for changing
if the world is changing,so can YOU

working

2010-01-07T04:12:00.000-08:00

hello people!..
today at work was fun..
get to do some stuff at the work area..
but next week is gonna be fun..
huhu..i need to do a draft system on how to do my work of marking the whole work area...woohoo!..fun or syiok?!?!..hahahaha...then im gonna start working like a normal worker from next week!..and..
im planning a work out schedule..
monday,wednesday and friday
chest and arms,stomach and jogging...
huhu.....so thats my day...and my plans..
and...im having thoughts of either buying i phone or i touch..
can someone tell me which to buy?..
but my mind is telling me to buy i phone..huhuhuhu..see how first..
hehe

working

2010-01-05T02:54:00.000-08:00

hello people!
today i went to work with my sayang gift shirt..huhu
i love it..its gay,green and its me..huhu..although im not a loser,but,i treasure th shirt and my sayang..I LOVE U SAYANG!.huhu
so
today at work was fun..one of my friend was on MC..and one of them is not feeling well..
so there is only me and one of my other friend..huhu..
both of us get to do alot of task..wooow!..like finally!..heaven at work..haha..too bad the other two was not able to do it..hahahaha..padan muke..hehehe...lunch time we skipped..we went to the gym..muahaha..im gonna get back my two packs..one of them is down..so,i need to rebuild it again..huhu..then after gym,there is still some time..so we went to grab fruits..then after that,we continue to do our task..huhu..me and my friend was happily strolling around at the work area and counting the fire extingguisher and the eye washer..queck told the both of us to do it tomorrow,but,we did the work today cause it was damn bored.hehe..then me and my friend went to rooms that have not been seen..huhu..too bad the other two cant come..muahahahahah!!!!!!!!!....so,thats my day of working!..muahaha....

tonights gonna be a party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woooooow!!!!!
i love u sayang!

working

2010-01-04T06:00:00.000-08:00

today work was funny..huhu..
me and my friends were playing jokes about the first day of school and first day of work..huhu
and today was free salad day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
wooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
hehe...i makan salad and i makan mee instant..huhu..i like it ahok-ahok
hehe
but then,we did nothing much today..all we did was just simple task..housekeeping..huhu..so thats my day baby..hehe..all the best for the school people!..
i heard that there are alot of matrips nowadays..hehe..
goodnight!
=]

7 is the number

2010-01-04T05:51:00.000-08:00

7

today is the day that me and my sayang is 7 months old together.
and i gotta say is in 7 months,i have learn alot from my sayang about LOVE and i have learn and understand more stuff about LOVE.
and i want to thank ALLAH for showing me to her and giving us hope that we can last long.
even though we did not get to fly the planes from 15th storey thanks to that idiotic malay guy who thinks im suspicious,i pray that me and my sayang will be happy,stronger and will last long.
and ill be there to pull us and to pu8sh us to the sky.cause if i can support u know,inthe future,i can still support u with everything i have.
ill support the both of us till the end baby.
i love u sayang.
i'll always love u
and
i will not stop loving u till my last breath
i love u dearly
happy 7 monthsarry
(L)

7th Monthsary Surprise (;

2010-01-03T00:00:00.000-08:00

Hahahaha! Amaciammm?

Sunshine, your friend which is beside me in the photo looks hot. (Not the Man U).

Jangan jealous. :P

HAPPY 7TH, (☼).

working

2009-12-30T02:32:00.000-08:00

hello people!..
nyahaha..
today working is boring!!..
but tomorrow is gonna be fun..
cause we are gonna have half day..and,im gonna go to the gym..muahahaha!!
thats it people!..

i love u sooo much sayang!

working

2009-12-29T03:33:00.000-08:00

hello people!..
hehe...
the work that i had today was really fun..i get to go to the stairs..and we go up and down..hehe..
and,today was a fun day at work because..huhu..
me and my friends plan to go to the gym after our work but,i went to the gym two times!
haha..my friends said that i was insane..hehe..but im not..haha..
the first gym training was with my senior badge..
and the second gym training was with my friends after work..huhu..
so yeah...heheh...my chest grow real fast..i can see the differece from before and after..hehe..
when i looked at it,it was like tetek!..haha..i know it sounds weird,but seriously,it was like tetek..hahaha..then after training,we bussed home..then my friends were saying "ouch,my hand" "ouch my muscles" "i can feel the tight muscles on my hand" ..hehe..but i did not bother much..its just the first day of training and my friends are complaining..so i did not say much when they complain..hehe..so yeah..im gonna train more and transform my body baby!..wooow!
so thats my day today at work..huhu...

i love u soo much sayang!

yesterday fun and today work

2009-12-28T02:07:00.000-08:00

hello people!!..muahahaha....

YESTERDAY!!!!!!

2 weeks i have not met my sayang..and yesterday was the day that i met her..woow..i missed her so much till yesterday..huhu..me and my sayang went to SPCA to see cats and to molest the cats there..muahaha..i called SPCA, Society Pussy Cats Association..muahaha..it was my sayangs plan to go there..so yeah..i went there to teman her..huhu..we met some cats and we molested them..muahaha..the cats were so pity..they need love people!!!!!..the kittens scratch and bite..the old ones keep on meow-ing..and the fat one gets a free massage from me..muahaha..very fat..huhu..feel like squishing the babat..muahaha..

hehe..

lets kahwin sayang..

so that we can go keep our cats

hehe

lesbigay forever and i love u so much!

we look so lesbigay

hehe

and after we molested the kitties and pussies,we trained to marina barage..

we went there to get some wind..huhu..there are alot of people there playing kites,playing water and picnicing..huhu..then suddenly,i get a headache..dang!!..but,it was healed after i urut it for awhile..hehe..and,while uruting,alot more things happen..huhu..u know i know eh sayang..hehehaha....then after the rain and all the romantic stuff,huhu,i sent sayang to meet her parents at the bus stop and i went back home..and sayang gave me a present..huhu...i love it sayang!..thank u!..i love u baby..

so thats for yesterday...

i love u so very much sayang..

ill always love u baby!!

TODAY

work is boring today..all we had was listen,makan and listen..huhu..we had a talk about the process..and everyone was sleeping..hehehaha..

so yeah..i bath and bussed home..huhu..

so yeah

thats my day today and yesterday

huhu..

yeah...

i love u so much sayang!.

off day!!

2009-12-24T18:05:00.000-08:00

hello people..
hehe..today is christmas....
happy christmast day!!
hehehaha...
well today was fun in the morning..
yesterday at work was also fun..
huhu...
at work i only work half-day..
huhu...
me and my friends thought that we need to work till 5pm..
but it turn out that my supervisor said today half day..
woohoo!!!!...
yeah...
so todays plan was only solat jumaat..
huhu..
so yeah..
thats about it people..
huhu..
and this sunday im going to meet my sayang!!!..
weeee!!..
im so in love with her..
nyahaha...
i love u sayang!

working

2009-12-22T06:01:00.000-08:00

hello people..
hmm..well.....today was a fun and adventures day at work...
huhu...
me and my friends get to do some work..then walk around the plant area,then we get to go to the place where they store products and raw materials..
it was like wooooow!!!..
and the people there call the raw material,virgin..hahahaha!
then we get to communicate with the workers...so yeah..
it was better then before..
we walked and keep ourselves moving rather than sit still and slack around..
hehe..
tomorrow me and firdaus planned on to go gym...
and i invited abang joe along...muahahaha...
so yeah..
i hope we can go gym..
i wanna work on my stomach..huhu..
bukit batok is forming on my stomach..hehe..
alright so thats it...
and

i miss my sayang soo much...
i love u sayang!!

working

2009-12-21T04:54:00.000-08:00

hello people..
today at work,me and my friends slack around at the pantry..hahaha...
there is no work to do..
we did not even get to walk around the work place..
dang it was dissapointing..
then after writing at a paper that our supervisor ask to,we went to our lockers to go home..
everyone except me did not bath..hehe
when i took the shower,it was damn cold..
haha...
try to imagine urself showering coold water..then when u want to get dress at ur locker,the whole locker are was surrounded by air-con..brrr...i was shaking like a girl2..hahaha...
then when i get dressed,i was warm again..but,the coldness is still inside me..huhu...
very cold..meow!..haha..
thats it about my day of work today...

i miss my sayang..
i miss her soo much..
if i could hug her,i will hug her really tight..
i miss u sayang..
i love u..

tragedy

2009-12-19T18:24:00.000-08:00

dear sayang,im really sorry for what i've done..

i know that i have done something wrong..

and im here to seek forgiveness from u..

i know that u get irritated to people who keeps asking u the same thing..

but yesterday,i really felt like there is something wrong..

its like u were really having a brekdown or,there is something bothering u..

thats why i keep on asking u whether u are ok or not..

u know that sometimes i can feel whats going on

yesterday i keep on thinking about u..

i did not even talk much..all i want to think about is u..

thats why yesterday night i keep on pestering u about whether are u ok or not..im sorry sayang..

i really am sorry..

will u forgive me?

2009-12-18T10:01:00.000-08:00

..do not insult people from where they are from and what their background is..

..it's more than meets the eye..

...

..anger is the emotion that we can't control easilly..

..when u think its gone,its actually growing inside of you..

...

a lovable man told me this

and he is none other than my late great grandfather.

he is a good man

he put all his trust in me just to change my life

ill always remember him as a hero

not a hero who helps people

BUT A HERO WHO SAVES AND CHANGES PEOPLE LIFE

changing is not easy

but,

believing is easy

this message is for everyone

anyone who is reading this,please understand the inner meaning

cause if u dont,

that means u need to change

working

2009-12-17T01:39:00.000-08:00

hello people!..
hehe..i get my jumpsuit,helmet,safety glasses,helmet,safety shoes and locker for my work....
muahahaha...
it was fun,fun,fun..nyeheheheh...
then get to talk to my seniors..then get to see the equipment..mnuahaha..
the equipment was so fun..it was like a playground..huhu.. i get to see the water heater..it was so BIG!!!....then the flames was like going every where in the heater container...wow!!..the tempreture was very high..my senior said ur skin can melt if it gets contact with the container..then i was like thinking alot whether to jump around in that area..hehehaha..
the tour around the equipment was fun...get to know what to do and don't..hehe..
then get to see the dryer...it was big...
u feel like u are shrinking...compared to school,u are big but at the work area...fuyoooh!!...
hehe...
so yeah thats my day..

yesterday i planned to meet my sayang after she took her results...
BUT
plan was cancelled..all because there is a last minute plans of training...
but,sayang said that she will messege me ASAP ...
so yeah..ill be waiting like i always do..huhu..
BUT!!!...
weekends is my yahoo time..hehe..ill be meeting with my sayang...muahahahahaha...so no disturbance..hehehaha..
so thats it people...
oh yeah..one more thing
I WISH U ALL THE BEST FOR THE PEOPLE WHO ARE TAKING THEIR 'N' LEVEL RESULT..
ESPECIALLY TO MY SAYANG..MUAHAHA...

so that's all folks..huhu..
i miss my sayang so much..
i love my sayang so much..
and ill hug her so tight..nyehehe..
bye2 people!
=]

working

2009-12-16T04:11:00.000-08:00

hello people
hehe
well..today is a OK day..haha..
work is like OK also..nyahaha
what i did today was drink coffee,sit down and listen to the lecturer talk..haha
at first was boring..and u felt like u wanna sleep..muahaha..
but luckily..
ROYSTER was able to make the training fun..haha..he talk about safety stuff..but,he inserted stuff such as 'gym' hobby' 'what we like to do' and many stuff which has no link to safety..haha..he is making the talk more fun..hehe...
so..yeah..thats my day..hehe..
2morow i dno what ill be doing..haha..
so yeah..

i miss my sayang :-(
i love my sayang

i hope i can get a shift work..
pray for me guys..
thanks..
so..thats it for today people..
goodnight

early attachment

2009-12-14T03:48:00.000-08:00

hello people..
hmm...sorry for not updating..hehe..
so..where shall i start..hmmm.....
ok...from now on,ill keep on updating about my life..cause my sayang told me to do so..WHY?..cause,both of us are working right now..and we may not have the time or text to each other..so,my sayang suggest me to update my blog so that she knows how am i doing with myself and i told my sayang to update her blog too..nyehehe...hmm...
so,im gonna miss my sayang sooo much...
hmmm
next...ALHAMDULLILAH!..i got a placement for early attachment..and im proud of myself...and i want to thank the above for letting me have the opportunity to have a place for attachment..and,thank my parents for supporting me..and my sayang for supporting me too...and my friends for being in school so that i can study..huhu..
well,the first day was awesome..cause i get to see stuff which is TOTALLY different from school..
the pumps and pipelines and all other things at school was small..but,at my work place,it was mega huge..huhu..it was totally different and i was feeling lucky to have seen and able to work there..and,the instructors and supervisor was friendly...everyone there was friendly..that's the most important thing in work..huhu..if ur team are a friendly ones,then u can get a happy work time and u can have a strong bond with everyone there..muahahaha... so yeah..i didnt get to touch most of the things..huhu..tomorrow,ill have a training about safety..huhu..oh yeah..i wanna pass this message to everyone who is reading this.."SAFETY COMES FIRST"..
hehe...yeah...and,ill be working for 6 months..but,ill have a day off on saturday and sunday..so..i can arrange an outing with my sayang when we are free..huhu..u know i know that we love each other so much.. :-)
im gonna miss R class..
yeah!..hope the R class atmosphere is still there..nyahaha..keep up the bonding guys!!!...
wooooow!

im gonna miss my sayang so much..
i love u so very much sayang..

so thats it people..
hope u liked it..nyaahahah..
gdnight!

aqilah is high today

2009-12-11T02:02:00.000-08:00

Sayang laugh for 24 hours today :)

exciting

2009-11-28T23:21:00.001-08:00

wooohoooo!

few more days

sayang will be back..

then

3-12-09

alrd

6 months old

huhu...

then

go out to movies..

huhu..

exam done

woooow!

love life people..

nyahahaha

alright..

cant wait to see my sayang again..

dang i miss her so much..huhu..

i love u sayang

missing

2009-11-23T04:03:00.001-08:00

hey people..
LOOK AT MY SAYANG'S SMILE!!!!!!!..
IT MAKES ME GO *MELTING POINT*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmm..my sayang is now at her dad's place..
..and..
im missing her soo much..
dang..its only 1 day sayang stayed at her dad's house
and im missing her soo much already..
dang..
hmm..if only this week i can meet her..
ARGH!!!!
cmon ammar...
look on the bright side ammar..
u can still msg her..
u can still call her..
but thats if its a gren light..
aww man..1 week!..
argh!!!!!...
hmmm..
i hope that on the third it will be a green light for me to go out with my sayang..
i love u sayang..
i miss you..
i miss your laughter..
i miss your voice..
i miss your hard beatings towards me..
i miss the smell of your hair..
i miss everything about u..
i miss your kiss..
i miss your hugs
i miss your bite..(hehehaha)
and the thing that i miss so much about u is..
your smile..
your smile makes me stress free..

hmm..i hope on the THIRD DECEMBER,me and sayang can go out..
i love u sayang..
i miss u sayang

long time no update

2009-11-16T05:23:00.000-08:00

saturday,me and sayang went out to search for salimins birthday gift..hehe..we searched at jurong point,there is nothing intresting...so we went to orchard to meet up with sayang's cliques..then we went to search too..BUT..the things there was like $$$$$$$..hehe..its like u are selling a piece of paper and a pen for $10...hhahaha..then we went to isetan..or I-SETAN..haha...we went to the top floor,then we decided to give salimin hello kitty..heheh..i hope he likes it..hehe..then,we went to city hall to makan..i treated sayang and myself..huhu..then after that,we trained home..huhu..

me and sayang at city hall

the next day was salimins birthday and i need to talk to sayangs parents so that they give me the permision to bring her out..then her parents gave the green light..hehehe..then we went out..we met fazli..then we trainned to pasir ris..huhuthen we waited for aishah and dini there...then while waiting,something happenned..1 - raining cats and dogs..2 - met floorball team at pasir ris..then,bus came..hahahaha..then we went to the chalet...met with salimin and his friends..then..barbequed..dini was like a stone..HAHAHA!!!..she sat at the table and munching..hehehehehe..then me,sayang,aishah and fazli barbequed...accidently hit sayang's hand a few times..hehe...sorry sayang..huhu..then as time pass by...it reached at 8..salimmin forced us to eat the cake..then.........me,nadhirah and fazli planned to sabotage salimin by putting his bdae cake on his face..hehehe..then so...i did..hhehehehe..i asked nadhirah to cut a piece of cake to me quickly..then nadhirah,filzah and sayang was watching..fazli with his evil happy look..then i SQUASHED the cake to salimins face..spread the cake to his face and put the cake in his nose..hahahahaha!..but it was fun..hehehe..THANKS SALIMIN!.hehe..

sorry guys..no pics..hehe

so thats my weekends with my sayang..hehehehehe..gdnight people..huhu..

i love u sayang

smile

2009-11-11T05:40:00.000-08:00

IM MISSING MY SAYANG SO MUCH..

baby,lets have a one whole day out together..im missing u soo much.

ur smile is can make me go GAY and im missing it so much.

i love u sayang..lets be together forever.

random

2009-11-04T05:48:00.000-08:00

hello people!.

this friday,im gonna have my physical training with hairull blaze..woow..
finally after weeks of not training for floorball,i have grow fat..haha..and,im gonna train all out..till i drop..huhu..im gonna push my body to the limit..argh!!!..haha..then me and hairull gonna train together..NO,NO,NO...we are not gay..i am gay..gay as in happy..not gay as in the mind gay..haha..eh,im styraight OK..i got a girlfriend..huhu..her name is aqilah..huhu..i love her soo much..hmm..maybe my sayang will follow me do the training..hehe..if not,then she will watch free show..huhu..argh!!!..i dream of having this type of body..not too muscular,not too fat,not too skinny..moderate..hehe..gotta work on push ups,pull ups and sit ups..hehe..gdnight world..

P.S my parents are heving their romantic time in front of me..woohoo!

lady gaga..dang!..haha

2009-11-02T07:43:00.000-08:00

LADY GAGA

AQILAH
hehe..well...as some of u who have read about aqilah's blog about me and my lady gaga song addiction..huhu..actually,it was not an addiction..the only song addiction that i have is BLINK-182...woow!!!...they rock..heheh..soo...as i am talking..haha..i was singing to my sayang(AQILAH) a lady gaga song..its called "LOVEGAME"..i was singing this phrase

"let's have some fun,this beat is sick..i wanna take ride on your disco stick"

so....sayang CONFIDENTLY say that she watched the music video LOVEGAME and she said that she like the part when lady gaga kill the guy and kiss the guy with her black lipstick...and then..............i was like

O__O

..then i asked her..isn't that the music video for PAPARAZI??

then she looked at me with

?_?

then i laughed at her.....hehe..and she was laughing withh her shy face..hehe..

then i told her that i can be the next GAGA version..hehe..

then she keep on disturbing me by saying

"muhammad LADY 'ammar GAGA"

..hehe..then i told her that the video

LOVEGAME is the new PAPARAZI

..haha..so..yeah..this is the full story..hehe

so..remember..if u see my sayang,make sure u tell her that she is GAY..haha..

i love my sayang sooo much..thatt's why we are so GAY!..haha

sundays movie!!!

2009-11-01T07:19:00.001-08:00

huhu..todays movie was JENIFER'S BODY!...haahahahah...so...its like ok2..and abit funny..but overall,its kinda like......i dno......my mind was totally empty when the show ended..hahaha...its like u mix resident evil and exorcist..haha..what do u think??haha..but overall,the show was OK..hehe..but,the fun part was...i watched it with AQILAH!..woohoo...my SAYANG..wee!..hmm...well...we were shocked and saying our prayers when there is a SEX scene..hahahaha...SEE NO EVIL..HEAR NO EVIL...hahaha...jenifer is not EVIL..but....the BAND is EVIL..hahahahaha....hmmm...soooo.....yep2..thats about it..hehe..jenifers body..and my date with my sayang..huhu..i love u sayang!..huhu..Aqilah..i love u!..woow!.. =]

Sunday 25

2009-10-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

WOOW!!

haha..sunday was a blast..haha..i had floorball training at vallhall..then after training get to do more physical stuff..WOOW!!!..iman..kau coach pon gerek uh..haha...then went to town

had a talk2

then took some pics..enjoy..picture shows more than words..hehe

thE TEAM 2 FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Calling on the line..

2009-10-22T09:53:00.000-07:00

right now...im talking to my one and only sayang..huhu..and she knows that im blogging right now..sooo....how are u people...ohh...yeahh..aqilah says "HI" to the readers reading my blog..huhu..before blogging me and aqilah....was talking...and..i was looking at aqilah's old blog post...her hair was like The rev...haha..a7x..semanggat..haha..hmm...then...right now..she is laughing like this "HAHAHAHAHA"..then she say.."what?"..then stone cold come..hehe..then undertaker come with his coffin and his nephew abovetaker..abovetaker had a son..name overtaker..but,his son does not like wrestling..so..when overtaker join high school,he met with troy bolton..haha..troy bolten and gabriella taught overtaker to dance..and suddenly overtaker was attracted to basketball..and he went to interview michael jordon..huhu..im so RANDOM..hahah...goodnight readers....aqilah say somebody please buy nasi goreng for her..haha..bye2..i love aqilah...wooow... =]

united as one!!!!!.haha

2009-10-19T06:46:00.000-07:00

hello people...well i told u that i will report to u readers when i have given the surprise..i know its late..but...aqilah said yes!!!!!!..woooohoooo!!!!....me and her are now together as one..huhu..we are couples....well......i pray hard that we will last forever..and i will not hurt her feelings...hehe..and i shall pray hard that me and her are going to have a happy relationship forever...AMIN!!!..gdnight people..

3-6-09 -----12-6-09
12-6-09 --------18-10-09

pray that we will last long..

web cam

2009-10-16T07:58:00.001-07:00

hello again..hehehehehe...........................................................i webbed cam with my one and only sayang...WEEEWwwweweweweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeweeeeee...okokok.....hehe...we are crazy when we sms...crazier if we are on the phone...more crazy if we are on msn.............much more crazy if we are web cam-ing.....the CRAZIEST if we met together...hehehe..................we are the strangest and the craziest...huhu....

the day of the surprise is near

2009-10-16T01:40:00.000-07:00

hello people!!!!

the day of the surprise is near..and im still not that sure whether if i am really that brave to do it...aiyoyoyo...Cmon..confidence 'Ammar...

hmmmm.......going to cut my hair on saturday with syafiq..hmm...then im going to toh guan to fix my samsung phone..hehehe...then planning on surveying some mp3..huhu..hope to find a cheap one..hehehehe...

well,thats about it..haha...

ill update my blog after the surprise..hehe..do tag and give confidence to me..hehehehe...

thank u for reading.

..tag alright!!!..

wee!

2009-10-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

hello people..

huhu.............................................................

right....................................................

hmm..........................................

all u people know that i LOVE aqilah soo much........

huhu.....

yeah...........

and she loves me.................

huhuuhu..............

well,lets just say,i have a BIG surprise for her....

but........................

i don't know whether i can do it........

its the most biggest fear..........

im shy to give her the surprise....

but im willing to face my fears,and give her THE surprise......

wish me luck alright people...

huhuhuhu..........

i just hope i dont get shivers on my knees....

i hope she love my SURPRISE.......

cause if she doeas not......

then im gonna be very shy and my face is gonna go red.............

hey,guys like me blush easily..

huhu......

hahaha......

just wish me luck that i can give aqilah THE surprise..........

and i hope she likes it.......

ill update the news straight away if i give her the surprise.....

huhu.........

DANG!!!..hope she accepts my surprice..........

hehehehehe........

Good night readers!!!.......

huhhuhuhuuhuhu..............................................................................................

WOOOOOOOOOW!!!...

i just love aqilah soooooo much.......

hhuhuhhuhuhhu.........

GDNIGHT!!!

im sorry

2009-10-06T04:51:00.001-07:00

im sorry for not giving u my support..
i know that i have done the wrong thing..
i know that u need my support..
i know that u need me whenever u are feeling down..
and i know that i will change evrything back..
tomorrow,
i promise u that i will give u my fullest support
ill be there when u need me..
ill be there for u each day
ill make u happy everyday
ill give u all my love
ill give my best of the best..

and i want u to forgive me..
i really am sorry
i have lost sight of everything
and right now,im going to change myself and be a better person..
and ill change not just for myself..
ill change for u..
ill change my attitude and be a better person..
ill show u that i have change..
im willing to change because i dont want to loose u..
i love u so much that im willing to change..
please..will u forgive me aqilah?..
will u accept my appolagie?..
will u accept the new me?..
will u still be loving me?..
please forgive me aqilah..
im sorry..

OUTING

2009-10-04T07:54:00.001-07:00

today i was supposed to go to J.E library with Jayanthi and Aishah..BUT..jayanthi could not make it due to something i dno what..hmm..so me and aishah are the only gundu(s) to do the assignment..then UNEXPECTEDLY,aqilah *WEE!* was there studying for her physics N level tomorrow..heheh..and i saw nad..heheh..solleh tk da..baru je nk rogol bibir die..hahaha..moving on..so,me and aishah doing,we get tired of typing and i tried to ask aqilah for help to work her quick active fingers to do it's magic..which means she can type fast..haha..but then she is studying..i forget..huhu..then tk jadi..after that i met her at level 1..damn..i miss her so much..*all u people don't know how much i miss her*..heheh..so i went down..talk2 with her..never talk much cause she wanted to study and i don't want to disturb..and aishah asked me to accompany her to see some shops..she wanted to buy a gift for her friend..huhu..so yeah..i shook hands with aqilah before going..and..DAMN!!..i wanted to hold her hand longger..but i accidently slipped her hands..F***..haha..i wanted to hold her hand long enough so that i can have 0.5% of my missing towards her gone..AIYA..how stupid of me..sheesh..then, i shooked hands with nad and syahiran..after that accompanied aishah to see shops..from jurong point to Bukit Batok..Luckily aishah made up her mind of buying a mug for her friend..klau tidak,we were planning to go to woodlands..huhu..nasib baik..alhamdullilah..hmm..after the shopping,we went to sit down at the Mc donald at Bukit Batok Interchange..then we took some crazy ass photos..then everybody was looking at us laughing crazily..it's like we are retarded..hmm...here are some pictures for u to get the kind of idea,how crazy me and aishah were..hahaha..enjoy the pictures people

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if

2009-10-03T12:41:00.000-07:00

we were together
your N levels were over
u were not badly hurt before u know me
u can get over your fears
i can make u trust me
i can make u believe in us
u belive that there is LOVE
i can hold your hand and guide u
i can show u what LOVE is
i can take u with me
i can make u LOVE me forever

.....

....

...

i PROMISE u that i will

make u smile

make u loved

make u shine

be there for u

give u a shoulder for u to cry on

make u stop sheding tears of sadness

give u a better life

give u all my love

let u feel the true feeling of love

give extra care and concern

i will take care of u and i'll protect what is ours

and most of all

I WILL NOT HURT YOUR FEELINGS

I WILL NOT THROW U AWAY

I WILL TREASURE U LIKE HOW I TREASURE MY FAMILY

I WILL SAY "I LOVE U" EVERYDAY TO U

but all i need from u is

..believe..

..trust..

and

..LOVE..

I love u aqilah..im willing to wait for u..No matter what happens,i will be waiting..

i PROMISE u

i won't change my feelings towards u

i will not break my promise

AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH U HURT ME

..HOW MUCH HURTFULL THE JOUNEY GOES..

I WILL STILL BE WAITING

To My Late Great Grandfather...

2009-10-01T05:46:00.000-07:00

Here is A Song by LINKIN PARK

"The Shadow Of The Day"

i close both locks below the window
i close both blinds and turn away
sometimes solutions aren't so simple
sometimes goodbye's the only way

and the sun will set for you
the sun will set for you
and the shadow of the day
will embrace the world in grey
and the sun will set for you

in cards and flowers on your window
your friends all plead for you to stay
sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
sometimes goodbye's the only way

and the sun will set for you
the sun will set for you
and the shadow of the day
will embrace the world in grey
and the sun will set for you

and the shadow of day
will embrace the world in grey
and the sun will set for you

Rest In Peace Great Grandfather
"H.J Samuri"

new laptop!!!!

2009-09-27T21:21:00.000-07:00

hello people...

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOO

i bought my new laptop..

finally

no more borrowing from my bro..

i can have my personnal time with my sweet heart..

and,i can save money....

huhu...

msn is free..........

and,i can update my blog anytime..

i can do my schoolwork

i'm so happy...

just like my late great grandfather said..."if u work smartly,u can accomplish many things"..and i did!!!...i study smartly,i get bursary,i save my money..and all the work i did paid off with this laptop..woohooo....and here is a picture of the laptop..weeeeeee!!!

event

2009-09-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

yallow people..
today i have help my CPT school welcome yokogawa company to my school..
khairi is with me..
then there are 4 more girls..1 malay..3 chinese..
hmmmmmmm...
still remember khairi tried asking one of the girls name..hahahaha...then the girl replied "for what"..
hahaha..DARAH UP je...huahuahua...then after days goes on,dah ok-ok sikit..then when the real day come,everybody was serious except me and khai..hahaa..i cannot stand still..and the smart thing does not fit me..but what i know,the teachers that taught me and khai saw us..then she said "WAH!!..so handsome"..hmmm....
then i played two of my most accomplished pranks to two teachers..and guess what?!?!?!?!..
THEY WERE FOOLED BY ME!!!...
hahaha...but Ms.Tan managed to played my prank back at me..haha..

it was fun..but the sad thing is...when the time has come to go home,the girls started talking to khai and me..entah dorang ape angin..hahaha..here are some pics of me,khai,Ms.Tan and 1 malay girl..i don't know her name..huhu..enjoy the picture people....

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damn..i look like a girl2..haha

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naughty G pose..hahahahaha...

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Ms.Tan and me!

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2009-09-24T09:02:00.000-07:00

..yet again..
another has left me..
..i'm always a lone wolf..
..we can still be friends..
..RIGHT?!..
..we can still be like the past..
..just friends..
..but still,i'll be by your side if u need me..
..i'll lend u my shoulder if u want to cry on..
..please do approach me when u feel like..
..cause i'll be there when u need me..
..this is not goodbye..

..this is the last love..
..this is where my pages burn..

i wish u all the best in studies
i wish u all the best in life
i wish u have happiness
i wish u to have a strong love by your family
..i wish u could now how much i love u..

web CAM!!!!

2009-09-23T07:17:00.000-07:00

NOW!!!...
i'm web-cam-ing with sweetheart..huhu..
do not disturb
huhhu

i love u sweetheart

wee!

2009-09-13T02:59:00.000-07:00

hello people

today we are going to talk about ICE LEMON TEA...huhu...well..my sayang loves ice lemon tea so much that she can bath with the water..huhuhu..and my sayang is aqilah!!..huhu..enjoy the picture.sayang,don't drool ok..huhu..

i love aqilah so much!!!!

school..thoughts

2009-09-11T03:48:00.000-07:00

today,school was okok..
everybody was ok
firdaus,dyed his hair..
now he looks like azlan's apprentice..
haha..
no offence..
fazli,late as usual
akid and syafiq also late
jayanthi,late also..
(balik sudah)
..haha..
me,khai,shi hui correct time..
ana,early bird..
the rest early
sorry guys..today my mood very up down..
there is something wrong..
but i don't know what...
i've been thinking like hell and heaven..
lucky i can use my bro laptop
and video cam with fazli..
but still
my mood is still the same..
i may not know it..
but,
i can feel it..
hmmm....
only ALLAH knows..
sorry readers about my zombie post..
aiyoyo..
here is a picture of me and fazli..
having fun..

actually,the face i gave atthe picture,was a mask..

It' not my happy face..

what's going on?

no more hidden thoughts please..

missing u

2009-09-03T09:15:00.000-07:00

THE ROCKSHOW

Hanging out behind the club on the weekend
Acting stupid, getting drunk with my best friends
I couldn't wait for the summer at the Warped Tour
I remember it's the first time that I saw her...there

She's getting kicked out of school cause she's failing
I'm kinda nervous, cause I think all her friends hate me.
She's the one, she'll always be there
She took my hand and I made it I swear

Because I fell in love with the girl at the rock show
She said "what?" and I told her that I didn't know
She's so cool, gonna sneak in through her window
Everything's better when she's around
I can't wait 'til her parents go out of town
I fell in love with the girl at the rock show

When we said we were gonna move to Vegas
I remember the look her mother gave us
Seventeen without a purpose or direction
We don't owe anyone a fuckin explanation

I fell in love with the girl at the rock show
She said "what?" and I told her that I didn't know
She's so cool, gonna sneak in through her window
Everything's better when she's around
I can't wait 'til her parents go out of town
I fell in love with the girl at the rock show

Black and white picture of her on my wall
I waited for her call, she always kept me waiting
And if I ever got another chance I'd still ask her to dance
Because she kept me waiting

With the girl at the rock show
With the girl at the rock show
(I'll never forget tonight)
With the girl at the rock show...

sweetheart(aqilah)!..i want to say i love u..and i'll be waiting..just like the lyrics says..
(highlited in green)
eh,i fell in love with the girl in the rockshow..huhu..
do u love me??..haha..SUNSHINE!!..huhu..i'm high..

...FATZZZLI...
U want to eat??..
haha
fazli cute..like pork...hahaha..no lah..he cute....
...
..
.
NOT
...........

hahahahaaha

ok people,i've updated my blog..tag many2..hahaha...

FYI,
Ammar love Aqilah
Ammar miss Aqilah
Aqilah love Ammar
Aqilah miss Ammar

huhhuuhuhuhuhu...
I love u sweet heart..heheheh..

Our love is strong

2009-08-21T21:35:00.001-07:00

yallow!..
where to start..
i know i have not been posting for quiet some time...
but,here i am now..
hmm..my sweetheart(aqilah) is going through her N level..
i am having some hard times on my assignments..
and the month of RAMADAHN has come..huahuahua..
after fasting,hari raya..after hari raya,FLOORBALL TOURNAMENT!!!..
heheh..then,after sweetheart's N level,the sun will shine..
meaning maybe both of us A2,will be together again..
or..
if she is still afraid,then i shall wait till i have completed my National Service and i shall walk together with her and make the stuff which has been haunting her go away..because of that BABI and some ungratefull BABI(S) and AIRPOKS..eh,go and FUCK yourselves lah PIGS!because of all u PIGS,she is afraid to move on..FUCK u PIGS!..go and FUCK yourself PIGS..
huhuhuhu..animays,i'm willing to wait for her..
hmm..
though sweetheart is unable to msg me,she can still call me or tag at the tagboard..huhu..
oh GOD..please let her go through her N levels with flying colours and allow us to love each other for years to come..or should i say,let us love each other for the rest of our lives..
AMIN!!!..
DAMN!..why all the assignments must be printed out??..
why can't the assignments be hand written???..
TAIK LAH!..haha
hmm..all you people don't know how much we love each other right?!?!
haha..padan muke korang!!..haha..
our love shines like the sun..heheh..
me and sweetheart is unable to meet up for 2 months cause she is having her N level on hari raye and on the fasting month...
BUT!..
after her N level,heheheheh..you know i know that u other people don't know that me and aqilah know that some of u know and only ALLAH knows all..heheh..hope she says YES..huhu..if aqilah were to say YES,then i will take care of our love..huhu..
OK2
time to go now..my brother is waking up..
to ALL,happy fasting and people who are having any exams,all the best for you..especially sweetheart(aqilah)..huhu..eh,study smart don't study hard..
AND MOST OF ALL,I LOVE YOU AQILAH!!..I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART AND I CAN'T REPLACE U WITH ANY OTHER PARROTFISH AND DURIAN..you are the only one that i want to be with..i love you..

2009-08-11T13:45:00.000-07:00

Don’t forget
to Remember me (ay don’t forget Shawty)
I’ll be back – so remember me
Please keep me in your heart
If we have to ever part
Don’t forget me, to remember me

I don’t mean to feel like this
Don’t mean to think like this
My heart just has to be sure
That the love that I give to you
That’s the love that I get from you
I need to be safe and secure
Remember Me ~Much (L).

crazy in love

2009-08-10T03:42:00.000-07:00

i

LOVE

AQILAH!!!

haha..just want to tell my sweetheart that i love her..huhu

showing some care and concern

2009-08-05T05:29:00.001-07:00

..zul,i know that u are sad that u have lost ur mom..i know how does it feel to loose the person that have been feeding u,carrying u and loving u since u are born but dude,u should not stay sad forever..u should at least be happy cause ALLAH loves your mom so much..there is always a reason for everything..and ALLAH knows best..if u keep on thinking about ur mom,then she can't be in peace..so,stop dropping tears and start giving smiles..u are strong and u should take care of your dad and ur sibblings..i know it's hard for you but i beleive that u can do it..and i know that u don't know me,but i'm giving u a peice of my heart..if you are planning on hatting me and aqilah,or maybe just me,then go on ahead..we or myself would not care about the hate u show us or myself but,we are just giving u our or my care and concern..everybody at JURONG SECONDARY SCHOOL cares and concern about you..and i'll pray that ur mom will rest peacefully..so please do take care dude..

Ammar(zeeko)

YAhooo0oOOOOo!! :)

2009-08-05T04:53:00.000-07:00

HELLO READERS!!
well..where shall i begin..hmm..on last SUNDAY,me,aqilah and hazira(h) went to the Taman Jurong carnival..it was FUN looking at other people cause the humans on the ground are like ants from the top view..haha..the harley-davidson crew was the coolest thing ever!!..haha..they were noisy but the riders are like a BIG fan of GHOST RIDER..haha..then there were some bad news for me and aqilah..aiyoyo..but,me and aqilah will always stay STRONG..huhu..hmm..maybe ALLAH is testing us whether we can endure the pain before we move a step higher..or maybe ALLAH is showing us how does it feel like when we take a step higher..we don't know..only ALLAH knows the best..huhu..then MY SAYANG sent me to the bus stop..haha..i know it's weird,but this is how we love each other..we are the strangest couple that u people could have ever seen..haha..but still,we love each other very much..heheh..

hmm..this monday was the first day that i came back to school after 1 week of Medical certificate leave..huhu..then most of my classmates was shouting "eh 'AMMAR!!" haha..such good friends..some of them said i'm getting slimmer..but,only god knows..huhu..hmm..

TUESDAY,i get to go to floor ball training..Wo0ho0!!..haha..then i sweat like hell..my lower body is aching..haha..but that's the whole point of training..haha..DAMN!..i want to buy the gaolie helmet!!!

haha..must wait till hari raye!!...

hmm..what else..oh,people which are having prelims,study smart guys..haha..AQILAH that includes u my SAYANG..huhu..

I LOVE U AQILAH!!!

A Gap In Between For Awhile

2009-08-04T22:12:00.000-07:00

I'm really sorry about my post Sunshine.
I know you're a little upset to do this & tell your friends the truth.
I know it from your tone very well.
Or should I say, I know my Sayang very well now. (;

I'm sorry Sunshine for the moody call.
I know I wasn't suppose to call you with my mood like that just now.

And I forget to say something,
I love you so much.
Wo ai ni, `Ammar.
(:

Lovesick? Haha!

2009-08-01T08:38:00.000-07:00

Yeah! Can't wait for tomorrow!
I'm gonna meet my Mister Sunshine `Ammar tomorrow!
After 2 weeks of not meeting, haha!
Time flies doesn't it?
I ♥ you okay! *Don't kembang*
See you dearest!
:D

Sick

2009-07-25T05:50:00.000-07:00

hello people..today i had a fever..damn!!..no enrgy to do anything..all i do is take my medicine and rest,Rest,REst,RESt and REST!!..i cannot even do push up..aiyoyo..hope god let me recover fast..cause i need to go to school on monday..plus,i told hairul that i can't go jogging with him on sunday..if only i am not sick,i think i can call my SAYANG 4 awhile..haiyoyo..ok then..i need to go and rest..my tough and rough SAYANG(aqilah =] ) told me to take as many rest as i can..and makan ubat..huhu..alright then..i'm off for resting..huhu..

Aqilah + Ammar = BIG LOVE..

:)

!WEEKENDS!

2009-07-19T08:39:00.000-07:00

YALLOW!!!

haha..plan on going out with aqilah on sunday..wo0ho0!..i had to lie to my parents..

GOD forgive me..haha..

so we went to j.p then went to buy stuff..then go jurong safra..All people should go there..fun giler..i want to go to the gym..but too expensive ah..haha..wait till raye come..huhu

$ $ $$$$ $$$$$$$$$ $$$$ $ $$ ...haha..MONEY!!!!..

then went to library near j.p..at the library,this lady ask me and aqilah to lower down our voices..cause we were looking on the book about CATS and one of the cats look like hairull's face,one of it looked like mine,and another looks like aqilah..haha..Sorry guys no pics..haha..then we were like what the fuck?!?!..go shave your assHOLE lady..haha..

then we went to lakeside park..huhu..did some push ups..aqilah motivated me to do more but me lazy..go back home then do..then play like monkey..haha..aqilah cannot reach one of the handle on the monkey bar..huhu..go eat kacang panjang my sayang..sure grow taller..haha..And my hands are killing me..torn skins..OUCH!..then we sat and cooldown at the skate park..did some romantic stuff..haha..NOT KISSING OK..haha..BUT STILL,WE DID DO ROMANTIC STUFF..haha..then i sent my sayang home..i told her to take bus 99 but then she like kanciong take bus 154..haha..so i was like OK..haha..then we agreed on taking the MRT..huhu..then reach home watch harry potter..after the show,called my dearest SAYANG that i wanna sleep..but then,my ABANG allowed me to use his laptop..huhu..THANK YOU ABANG..haha

then now,i'm off to my bed and i'm going to hug my BANTAL BUSUK!!..huhu..gdnight people..haha..

I LOVE U AQILAH!!.. =]

Recovered

2009-07-15T10:46:00.000-07:00

Good morning! Oh, pardon about the previous post.
My Mister Sunshine got so worried this few days.
'Cause I'm ill & I didn't attend school for 3 days.
Thanks for being there every night for me dearest! ^^

Now, your wishes is all granted. I'm recovered now.
Like finally, tomorrow can go back to school & mug hard like fug.
Wooohoo! *Jumps up & down*
More events coming up & preliminary exams are coming.
Woaaaah! Die. O:

Since I'm quitting tuition very soon,
I'm still figuring when shall I meet my dearest.
Booohyaaaah~ Nevermind. Discuss it soon.
I love you, Sunshine.
:D

what the hell hapen?????!!!!!

2009-07-13T06:17:00.000-07:00

MY DEARAEST SAYANG IS SAKIT!!!

aiyoyoyo!!...cannot concentrate well in school,floorball and even shitting..haha..dear GOD please cure NUR AQILAH..i don't want her to be sick..u rest well..and take ur medicine..hmm..since aqilah is sick,i've been so quiet and easily being joked by my friends..i'm a pussy latlely..aiyoyoyo...well,hope GOD listens to my prayer and grants my wish..please make my wish A.S.A.P.

done by : Ammar

=]

Introduction

2009-07-09T20:56:00.000-07:00

*Laughs Out Loud*

Ouhkay, now's my turn to post something at this A²'s blog of mine. Yeah! I can finally post pictures. Blogger's period is over. Wahaha! Oh yes, that's my Mister Sunshine on top there, who smiles like gay crazy! Hahaha! Wooops, sorry dearest. ^^

Alright, we shall update whenever we're free. 'Cause I got my N's & own private blog to settle & on the other hand, `Ammar couldn't go online regularly. Thanks-to-his-big-brother-who-is-flirtatious-and-selfish-for-not-letting-his-younger-brother-uses-his-laptop-for-awhile! -.-

So, I ♥ my Mister Sunshine, `Ammar, so much.

I miss you. *Coughs*

Goodnight.

A new BeGining!!

2009-07-09T04:37:00.000-07:00

YA MAHN!!!

huhu..i'm new to this blog world stuff..haha..so,my intro is not that good..but who cares..i got my blog tutor with me..haha..her name is aqilah and we share2 this profile..huhuhu..and a bit of info for u guys reading my shitty first post,me and aqilah are not going to entertain all spamming shit and whoever tries to break our relationship,u are going to get a hard beating from me and aqilah..hahaha..oh 1 more thing..those of u having N level this year,all the best and try ur best..and aqilah,study smart sayang!!..huhu..love u very much!!..